Lake Hebron in Fall

Lake Hebron in Fall
Lake Hebron in Fall

September 27, 2014

Ghosts in the North Country

There are ghosts here in the North Country where I live,
those disembodied spirts, dispossessed, who stayed behind
after the body was buried and the eulogy finished,
the grieving done, for they still had work to do,
death unexpected, so they stayed on into the years to come,
the decades, centuries even, well beyond time’s reaches;
there were fields to cut before the storms arrived,
and fences to mend, in need of repair, patching up,
the fields now, for us, gone to forest and woods,
the stone fences but rubbled piles upheaved, fences
that we marvel at, awed by the craftsmanship and care;
their late autumn crops will have to wait until the morrow,
for the house needs to be banked before the winter’s cold
returns and settles in, as it has for us, looking ahead,
banking our own houses, readying ourselves, preparing
for the autumn’s cold and winter’s snows to follow;
and sitting here on the front porch, looking out,
our hands wrapped around mugs of late night coffee warming us, 
and entwined, laced together, the night’s silence closes us in,
surrounds us, and in darkness falling, if we listen closely,
we can hear them, their voices, these ghosts, North Country
spirits of the farmlands around us, farmlands gone to woods
and summer homes, to leisure time in our waning years,
preparing ourselves, hearing their labored settling,
restless in their sleep, the creak of old springs
shifting against their weight, ageless old men,
old farmers still working against time’s changing seasons.

September 20, 2014

God, it ain't easy some days

God, it ain’t easy some days
when what you want and what you got
ain’t the same thing and it ain’t on backorder no more
and all you can do is take what you can get
and make it a meal to keep you going, but
God, it ain’t easy some days
when there’s nothing to wash it down with,
not even a glass of water from a tap run dry
or a leaky faucet dripping to the floor
and there’s nothing to clean it up with
but an old used up mop that
don’t hold no water but only spreads the dirt;
and God, it ain’t easy some days,
that dirt, gritty underfoot, turning to dust
and blowing, settling on what you got
which ain’t what you want, but all there is;
some days, God, it just ain’t easy.

September 13, 2014

Grandparenting the Loons

Like grandparents, our own children gone
and with them, theirs, we watch from a safe distance
the young loon grow from downy hatchling
to brown-plumed chick, learning
to swim and dive and fish and feed,
fend for herself, and we anxiously eye the eagle
perched above the lake watching, too,
our chick and the squawking diversion
of larger loons, the raucous call of her parents,
sheltering her as we did our own, readying them
to take their place in a troubled world, surviving
and making their own journeys, ocean-ward, without us.

September 6, 2014

On a Cool Evening at the End of Summer

On a cool evening at the end of summer,
the sun setting sooner than in June’s lengthening days,
we sit around the camp fire, wrapped
in sweaters and sweatshirts pulled tight around us
to guard against the chill air of the season ending,
the season winding down into autumn, fading even now
into yellows and reds and browns, too soon perhaps,
summer passing quickly and catching us unprepared;
and wrapped as we are against the cold,
we wrap ourselves, too, in our own thoughts,
silent and staring into the blaze, yellow flames
and glowing embers, red and black, snapping,
rising lazily with the heat and smoke
and the acrid scent of seasoned wood burning,
warming us, so, too, our thoughts, each to himself
remembering, a self-reflection on the summers of our lives
and the summer’s end leading into autumn
and the winter ahead, warmed now by the memories of our lives.