Just some ramblings - a little poetry, some Creative Non-fiction, a picture of two - from Lake Hebron as I sit here on the front porch, staring across the water, listening to the loons, and enjoying the life of a retired English teacher. And please, leave me a comment, a note, tell me how much you loved -- or hated -- my writing, what it made you think of, made you feel, for it is poetry, meant to invoke in you what it is we share in common, what it is that makes us human.
Lake Hebron in Fall
Lake Hebron in Fall
May 29, 2021
A Song of Protest
May 22, 2021
Cold Blue Shadow
In the cold blue shadow behind the
shed,
Blue had dug himself a shallow bed
in the dirt,
out of the sun and the heat of a
summer day,
and lay down, his nose curled under
his tail,
peering out through tired, rheumy
eyes to watch
us working in the fields beyond,
too old now
to romp about behind us, to give
chase
to the squirrels and rabbits brave
enough to enter
the meadow. And by the end of the
day
as we washed the dirt from our
hands and arms
and the backs of our necks, peeling
off our shirts
wet with sweat, he had slipped
away, alone and undisturbed.
We buried him on the ridge in the
cold blue shadow of an old elm
as the sun slid behind the horizon,
and in darkness
we hid our tears and bid him
farewell, an old friend romping
now in the meadows of an afterlife
where the good dogs go,
squirrels and rabbits to chase and
a shallow bed dug to lie in,
out of the sun and the heat of a summer day.
May 15, 2021
Morning
Morning,
the darkness fading,
and the birds arrive at my feeder,
chickadee and sparrow, robin and
dove,
but the goldfinch carries with him on darkened wings
the sunshine, bright yellow reflected in the morning sky.
May 8, 2021
My Grandmother's Piano
My grandmother had an old upright piano, just sitting there
in the corner, rising above her
chair. It’s once white keys
were aged to a pale yellow and
chipped, as was much of the piano
itself, chipped and cracked and out
of tune. I don’t remember
her ever playing it, no classic
piano tunes pounded out at family gatherings
or soft strains played when she
thought no one was listening,
no romantic waltzes or Beethoven’s
“Fur Elise,” not even Christmas
Carols for the holiday sung around
the piano; no, the only music
played there was the plink and
plunk of grandchildren’s fingers,
chopsticks, or hands mashing the
keys to make a noise, hardly melodic.
We didn’t care. We played and sang
the songs we knew, tunes
we imagined we were playing to
match the words we sang,
for none of us had yet started
piano lessons, not a prodigy among us.
We never questioned it being there
- it was just always there growing up,
like Gram, there in the corner watching
us from where she sat.
Kept polished with the rest of the
furniture, it was a place to display her family,
wedding pictures and us, the
grandchildren, old black and whites, snapshots
and formal colored portraits
arranged atop the piano, the music played
but the buzz of her family on a
Sunday afternoon, a holiday gathering,
the only music she needed as we
danced around her for attention.
May 1, 2021
Oh, the Choices We Make
On a parking lot staircase, two
women, forced
to walk down from level seven -
“ALL the elevators
out of service, ALL at the same
time, ALL on this day?” -
stopped to rearrange their bags and
purses and coats
and catch their breath, cursing the
heels and pencil skirts
and silk they chose for traveling,
fashion over comfort, and now
they longed for something
comfortable, comforting even,
a stiff drink and running shoes as
they were running late,
and the airport, three levels down
and a bridge across to the terminal,
was expansive, miles to their gate
and a fast dash, heels clacking,
to the stale air of their flight,
sardined in with other travelers flying,
cramped and sweaty, screaming
babies wailing around them;
oh, that they were booked through
to Hawaii or Florida,
the Riviera, a week in Paris,
anywhere but the business trip
they were expected at, reservations
at the Holiday Inn,
long days and nights in the heat of
the Midwest, where fashion
and comfort were one and the same and nobody cared.