In a world of lost peace
and a lost hope ensuing,
the one thing we must not lose
is ourselves, nor each other.
Just some ramblings - a little poetry, some Creative Non-fiction, a picture of two - from Lake Hebron as I sit here on the front porch, staring across the water, listening to the loons, and enjoying the life of a retired English teacher. And please, leave me a comment, a note, tell me how much you loved -- or hated -- my writing, what it made you think of, made you feel, for it is poetry, meant to invoke in you what it is we share in common, what it is that makes us human.
In a world of lost peace
and a lost hope ensuing,
the one thing we must not lose
is ourselves, nor each other.
At ten, or maybe twelve, sometime around then,
we
discovered that the world was not coming to an end
as
perhaps we expected, despite the cold war with Russia
with
one finger on “the button” to annihilate us many times over,
even
as our own finger was on “the button” on this side,
many
times over, annihilation by mushroom cloud;
and
despite the “drills” to protect ourselves from “the bomb,”
little
human balls crouched and tucked under our desks,
or
body to body in rows and columns in the hallways, our hands
clasped
over our little heads, or maybe a bomb shelter in the backyard,
whatever
good it would do; and despite the hot war brought
into
our living rooms, black and white images of destruction and death,
weapons
rattling and bombs raining down, and bodies, our bodies,
carried
on stretchers to waiting choppers, despite the growing
list
of casualties, POWs, MIAs, grieving families, young men awaiting
the
draft, their number to come up, looking for deferments, a way out,
making
plans to go to Canada, anywhere, remembering friends
returned
in flag draped caskets or missing limbs, more than limbs,
these
living dead bearing the scars and nightmares of time spent
in
Southeast Asia’s hell, Vietnam, Laos, Cambodia, young people
returning
with their demons, awaiting retribution, salvation,
and
the peace that comes with death, penance paid; and despite
the
revolution, the demonstrations against “the man,” the war,
injustice,
our civil rights taken, individual freedoms withheld, beaten
and
jailed, singing our protests songs, still sung, still blowing in the wind,
the
flowers still gone; “oh say, can you see,” when we couldn’t see, can’t see,
not
clearly, even now, wondering still if the promises of peace and community,
harmony
and understanding, one humanity, are ever going to be fulfilled,
equality,
justice, freedom, democracy; and today, grown older,
not
too old to forget being ten or twelve, every age since, and still
not
seeing an end nor even a new beginning, a new world coming,
a
new voice, a new morning, clear and sweet and free, coming in peace:
where
have all the flowers gone? long time passing? long time ago?
Gone,
now, perhaps the way of childhood, innocence taken, innocence lost;
and
still the question, when will we ever learn? When will we ever
learn!
We are the children of this world;
even we agéd still so much younger
than planet earth itself, children
still,
still growing, still learning, still
evolving
into what humanity has yet to
become,
one!, one people, a dream achieved.
The Daffodils
In my garden,
a morning bathed in early sunlight,
the daffodils
announce themselves, loud with trumpets
of golden
yellow, resplendent, and heard
only in the silence
of their arrival.
Tiger Lilies
Early spring, nighttime, the Tiger
Lilies
prowl around my garden, settling down,
and in the morning, green stalks
and leaves
sprout up where they lay themselves
to rest,
awaiting summer, and, grown tall,
ready
for their orange coats to blossom
and bloom.
Wildflowers
And in my wildflower garden, the
flowers
are wild, a potpourri of unknown
seeds
tossed willy-nilly into newly
turned soil,
perennials needing little care,
returning again,
or perhaps new plants blown in on a
summer breeze
from somewhere, enjoying that
freedom to be
just a wild flower, wild and free and in my garden.
Young love, newly found, is love
at its best, that gushy feeling
of butterflies aflutter deep
within the heart of youth,
a feeling felt at a voice heard,
your name spoken softly, a hand
held, a hug given, a hug received,
a hero conquering the world;
perhaps it’s a feeling, newly
found,
felt many times, again and again,
pure, untouched, perfect love,
innocent, hearts aflutter.