Oh, our mothers’ cries
and laments of “how many times
have I told you not to slam
the door?” and the extremes
to make sure we complied, opening
and closing, quietly and gently,
one hundred times, and again,
one hundred more, and again and
again,
though we never learned, never
stopped,
the screen door slamming behind us
hurrying out and hurrying in, “I’m
home”;
and ours, too, our cries and
laments
in later years, adult years,
parents
ourselves, crying to our children,
“How many times,” who, like us,
hurry in and hurry out, the screen
door slamming behind them;
and our guilt, too, even now when,
slipping from our grasp, the door
bursts out loud, loudly set free,
the resounding slam of the screen
door
and the sharp ring of wood on wood
shouting out, but that feeling diminishes
with age, receding now, taking us
back toward those childhood days
when a slammed door, a door slammed
was but our own shout, calling out
that we were here, “I’m home! as now,
hurrying in, “I’m home” echoing,
though,
these days in empty rooms, leaving
us remembering the slam of the
screen door,
“how many times have I told you?”
the sharp ring of wood on wood,
calling out,
reminding us now of what we have
lost,
again and again reminding us,
like a door slammed shut behind us.
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