At
the bottom of a shoebox
from
some old pair of shoes
I’d
long ago outgrown or worn out
with
miles of walking through life,
I
found a picture, stuck there
not
by glue but by time
and
moisture; the blue ink scrawled
across
the back, the letters
and
words now blurred together,
is
barely readable by these old
bifocal-ed
eyes, head tilted back
and
peering down my nose,
drawing
the photo closer and pushing
it
away, trying to make sense
of
those smears and loops and swirls.
My
name, though, stood out clearly,
clear
enough, and yours.
Over
the years since, though, and the miles,
our
love blurred, too, and our lives
went
the way lives go, this way and that way,
forward,
and on and on and on, and the picture
becomes
an artifact of some ancient
time
long forgotten, grown over
with
the vines and tangles we left behind,
years
of growth obscuring that age,
that
time until my archeological dig
in
the ruins of my own life, hacking through,
revealed
a shoebox holding you and me
in
a world so dissimilar. What I’d had
I’d
forgotten, a simpler time of love
shared
in the innocence of youth where
what
mattered most was us and being
together,
a couple, and the world was
conquerable
outside the bubble we’d
wrapped
ourselves in, but like
the
Incas and the Mayas and the old
Phoenicians,
that all disappeared, mysteriously,
only
to be found, rediscovered, years later
at
the bottom of a shoebox in blue ink
blurred
on the back of a picture,
mysterious
runes of what could have been
that
never quite became,
ancient
words of a time gone by.
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