I
watched my granddaughter coloring
the
other day in the car as we drove somewhere,
coloring
to pass away the miles and the minutes.
Her
fingers tapped the screen of her phone,
a
random rapid tapping, and the close-up segment
of
a picture, zoomed in, turned to color,
one
shape at a time, like magic, no crayons
to
melt and mar my seats in the summer heat!
Fascinated,
I tried it, too, downloaded
on
my own phone and in the privacy of my home,
but
it lacked something, something was missing,
even
the stress relief she claimed it helped;
mere
frustration for me, touching a spot
and
a rich hue coming from my finger tip, no decisions
to
make about color and texture, proper shading,
that
sense of art and reality melding,
no
waxy smoothness or rolled paper rough
against
my fingers, fat and arthritic, no more
digging
through an old cigar box of broken nubs
thrown
together, shaken about and rattling
looking
for sepia, burnt umber, orange-red, and
red-orange, paperless and unmarked,
the
right shade for a rose lightly brushed
with
a contrasting color and outlined
in
black, and a shadow from a sun situated outside
the
picture’s frame, or a bright yellow in the corner
filtering
down onto the page, but no page, now,
no
coloring books with half-finished pictures,
scribbles
and careful colors inside the lines,
no
Mickey Mouse and Barbie Dolls, puppies and kittens,
just
this tiny screen, shared with no one,
gone
with the push of a button, never to be hung
on
the refrigerator door dedicated to grandchildren’s
art,
artwork shared in the years ahead, or reaching
for
a midnight snack and remembering her,
watching
her grow in art and form, herself,
a
piece of art, a princess in a coloring book,
half
finished, taking shape and brightly colored.
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