They are still there, even now,
hiding
under my bed, after dark and the
lights
are turned out, the room quiet save
for the steady tick of my clock,
too quiet,
and, listening, because I know they
are there,
I hear them waking, rustling about,
their breathing
begun with a snort, a reminder they
are here, still,
a low growl growing, a long
crescendo, a silent scream.
They have followed me from
childhood, survived
my teen years and the transition
into adulthood,
marriage and children, countless
jobs and moves
and that one last move into
retirement, always here
under my bed, ready to grab my legs
or arms reaching
under, pulling me into the darkness
where they live,
abiding, an abode among the dust
bunnies, the lost
shoes and shirts where I dare not
look, and the bones
of those before me, less fortunate,
thrusting themselves
below to look, to see for
themselves who is there, to discover
the truth awaiting them, waiting
there, patiently, now,
for me; those fears I’ve always had,
always are, always
will be, for that is the nature of
fear, those demons lurking
in the dark, under my bed, fear
manifested, still there, still
waiting, and I am still afraid,
still hearing them under my bed.
Goodnight, my old dark friends,
come with me,
hand in hand, into tomorrow, into the daylight, less afraid.
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